In the park, under our tree, laying in the slightly damp grass I finally calmed down.
“Remember how we used to do this all the time?”
I turned to gently kiss him on the cheek and I detected an almost microscopic flinch.
“I promise I will be better, I will do better. I want us to go back to how it was before.”
“I want to go back to how I was before I met you.”